Lost

my heart was never this heavy...
my breath was never this difficult...
my eyes were never this wet...

i lost my mind...
i lost my heart...

i thought i was tough at my mind...
i thought i had a wild heart, hard as a rock...
i realize, i was wrong with tears rolling down my eyes... like a child...
i cant bear this pain...i dont know what to do...what to say...

did i forget how to smile??
has the sunrise lost its glory?
the moon no longer looks beautiful?
or is it me, feeling so numb???

i wish i had you with me always...always... and always... beside me...

i'm totally lost...
i MISS YOU so much...