Lost

my heart was never this heavy...
my breath was never this difficult...
my eyes were never this wet...

i lost my mind...
i lost my heart...

i thought i was tough at my mind...
i thought i had a wild heart, hard as a rock...
i realize, i was wrong with tears rolling down my eyes... like a child...
i cant bear this pain...i dont know what to do...what to say...

did i forget how to smile??
has the sunrise lost its glory?
the moon no longer looks beautiful?
or is it me, feeling so numb???

i wish i had you with me always...always... and always... beside me...

i'm totally lost...
i MISS YOU so much...

feel like a million

its sunshine...and bloom all around me...
colors and flowers i have never seen before...
i feel as if in a dream all the time...
The spanking breeze is carrying me...and i'm just floating around...
i've never been like this before...
What do i call this? This state of me being in...

i'm too weak, weak to stop someone from opening the door to my heart...
she's charming as an angel...keyed with the sparkle in her eyes, to the door of my heart...
my spirit stunned and my eyes agaze...my heart embellished by her beauty...
Is it love? irrupted as an uninvited guest...

i'm afraid to let anyone in...
fear to let torment my untamed heart and leave an anguish forever?
Haven't been daunted so much...to perceive the futility of my protest to give in...